Episode 13

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20th Aug 2024

Healing Through Adversity: Tywanah Yvette’s Story

Finding Light After Darkness: Tywanah Yvette's Inspiring Journey

In this heartfelt episode of Suicide Zen Forgiveness, host and guest Tywanah Yvette, also known as Black Butterfly Goddess, share her powerful story of overcoming unimaginable abuse and trauma. Tawana discusses her spiritual awakening and how she now uses her experiences and newfound strength to guide others out of their own darkness. From surviving domestic abuse to attempting suicide, Tawana's journey is a testament to resilience, hope, and the transformative power of love. Tune in to learn how she connects with her ancestors, helps others through her mentorship program, and is set to become a published author. Also featured are reflections on the importance of supporting veterans and a shoutout to the invaluable roles of first responders.

 

00:00 Mission to End Silence and Stigma

01:17 Introducing Tywanah Yvette

03:39 Tywanah's Early Trauma and Struggles

07:43 A Turning Point: Near-Death Experience

11:19 Healing and Spiritual Awakening

12:57 Empowering Others Through Personal Journey

20:13 Breaking the Cycle and Moving Forward

23:28 Breaking the Cycle of Generational Trauma

24:56 Understanding Victimization and Empathy

28:29 The Plight of Homeless Veterans

32:18 Honoring Military Service

35:56 Upcoming Projects and Personal Growth

39:34 Conclusion and Final Thoughts

BIO

My name is Tywanah, and my journey has been one of profound resilience and self-discovery. From the moment I entered this world, I've been fighting against the odds.

Born prematurely in 1975, both my mother and I faced a life-threatening situation. Her battle with pneumonia, coupled with a soaring fever, cast a shadow of uncertainty over our survival. Amidst this struggle, my biological father, a charismatic figure with a dark side, inflicted deep wounds upon me, leaving scars that would shape my life's path.

At the tender age of 15, I summoned the courage to confront the harrowing truth of my past, only to be met with abandonment by most of my family. Left to navigate the harsh reality of the NYC group home system, I found solace in becoming a mother at 18, albeit for reasons tainted by insecurity and societal pressures.

Despite enduring a tumultuous marriage and a debilitating car accident in 2004 that stripped away my ability to provide for my family, I persevered.

In 2020, I encountered yet another formidable adversary – a covert malevolent fourth-grade

teacher who relentlessly sought to undermine my spirit. His relentless attacks pushed me to despair, culminating in a desperate attempt to end my own life. However, amidst the darkness, a glimmer of hope emerged through the spiritual connection with my mother, who imparted her psychic gifts unto me.

Despite enduring profound loss and heartache, including the estrangement from my children, I've emerged with newfound strength and purpose. Empowered by the support of my ancestral lineage, spanning five generations, I've embarked on a mission to inspire others to shed the masks of societal expectations and embrace their true selves.

My story is one of resilience, bravery, and unwavering authenticity, and I am committed to sharing it boldly with the world.

Through this darkness, Black Butterfly Goddess was birthed, and is now a beacon of light for those who need unconditional love and support.


Socials

LinkedIn:

https://www.linkedin.com/in/blackbutterflygoddess/#:~:text=www.linkedin.com/in/blackb

utterflygoddess

Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=61556005901505

Instagram:

https://www.instagram.com/blackbutterflygoddess/?fbclid=IwAR0Q23fqeosAYJpvIgcRoE2

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Twitter: https://twitter.com/BBGoddess888

YouTube Channel: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCad60fQW8CD8ty8cfWS1qhg

TikTok: https://www.tiktok.com/@blackbutterflygoddess

Website: www.blackbutterflygoddess.com

Email: tywanah@blackbutterflygoddess.com

 

 

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About the Podcast

Suicide Zen Forgiveness Stories re Suicide Loss | Ideation | Mental Health | Offering Hope |Empathy for All
Sharing Stories to Offer Hope
Adding empathy and offering hope to end the silence, stigma, and shame. ~Elaine Lindsay©2021

Come along on the transformative journey of ’Suicide Zen Forgiveness,’ where host Elaine Lindsay, a suicide loss survivor and advocate, invites listeners to break the silence about mental health struggles. Elaine wants to remove the shame felt by all who are touched by suicide loss, ideation and mental health. With over 50 years of personal experience, Elaine offers candid conversations, heartfelt stories, and practical insights aimed at ending the stigma and offering hope. Each episode explores themes of resilience, gratitude, and growth, encouraging listeners to navigate life’s challenges with bravery and compassion. Tune in for a blend of wisdom, authenticity, and unwavering support on a group journey of healing, hope, and understanding.

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